keep in mind both me and myfiance are both 18 years old and gave been engaged sense november 22nd of 2009 it is now july 8th of 2010. its been..7.3 months and 231 days sense we got engaged…
he’s been telling me this sense the 2nd month i started dating him.
even if we are it’s not a problem for us because we believe and act the same. but in others point of veiws ive been called obssesive.
but every one who has said this gets to see their bf/gf at least 4 times in two weeks at the least.
while we live 2 hours apart and only get to see each other about 1 weekend a month 2 if were really lucky sometimes i dont get to see him for about 1.5-2 moths.
we both…
-24/7 think and question every little thing we say, or anything that could possibly go wrong. when were with each other it doesnt even cross our minds
- i question is he cheating even though he he’s never cheated in his life (i’ve talked to his past gf’s…and read every single note between them. over 3 notebooks filled)
- i wonder what if i died, or he died?
and tell myself i’d kill myself if he died, likewise for him…because all our friends use us and the same /w our family. we only have eachother. /w out each other we would have commited suicide already…(not joking)
. if one dies, the other kills him/herself
-i crave his touch, his voice, his scent, seeing him. etc. when i look at a kid, or any couple or even a guy and a girl that are just firends walking next to eachother i get depressed cause i never see him.
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we both believe…
-”you can look but not touch”. we don’t believe in that line we hate it. we think if you see someone else, as cute/hot/sexy/or double look cause of their clothing, hair, looks etc. thats considered cheating, cruel, and just down righ twrong.
- we believe in the olden days love of, no matter what anyone says or does including each other nothing will seperate us. if one says its over we told each other that we’ll do everything in our power to tell them why we loved each other in the first place.
-we both think that drinking, smoking,drugs, going over to the opsite genders house/partys or concerts where there is an opsite gender.these are completely wrong to do.
- my fiance has gone behind and did weed at one point, and drak one can of beer that night….he didn’t get drunk but did get high…he called me asap both times. even when he was JUST starting to stop being high.
-we don’t think, look,see, etc about the opsite gender….nor don’t we have an oriantation cause we believe that.
if your bi-your saying you are looking at both genders. and not soly on your partner
strait-same with bi, and the same goes for lesbians/gays (i have no problem with any of them cause i was bi at one point). now we believe there is no oriantation. i just say his oriantion is “Zyro”pronounced Zero (me)-ashley is a nick name- amd tje same goes for me to my fiance (i call him shaddow for a nick name i wont tell you his real name sorry).
- we believe love last’s for eternity, never ends not even after time. while lust can fade, disapear.
that’s true love.
- love is when you don’t love the person for his/her actions, or looks. but EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM. but the most importan of it all..what makes me in love is knowing someone has devoted their whole life to you, put sso much trust, care protection etc. all for you and no one else. that’s what made me love him…he’s my first love and only love..remember my definition of love?
its cruel but true…if we had to have a choice between our kids being killed by someone or me/my fiance we would pick the kids to die. selfish i know but in all truth we do put eachother before them…the kids are second vut come very very close to being tied.
-we believe we are higher than a gods power because (you love a god, put your life, and control in their hands…but you have to pray/sing/rituals/meditate etc for them) while we give it for free, their is no catch the only thing is being with each other thats all we ask
the normal population/person doesn’t think this way. i get called a freak, get stared at. etc. for it.
but does this mean were obsessive/overly protective. or are we just to caring /w trust and love. are we too obsessed etc.



